Monday, May 28, 2012
Heh, kamu sendiri harusnya lupa!
"Sudah lama, seharusnya kamu bisa lupa. Kalau orang yang tidak bisa kamu lupa saja tidak bisa meninggalkan hidup lamanya."
"Kalau dia saja bisa begitu, kenapa aku tidak? Biar dia meninggalkan hidupnya yang lama dulu, agar aku tidak perlu melewati dia juga."
"Kalau dia saja bisa begitu, kenapa aku tidak? Biar dia meninggalkan hidupnya yang lama dulu, agar aku tidak perlu melewati dia juga."
Dulu, pernah ada yang meminta jawaban ini ke aku.
"Kalau sesuatu terjadi pada hatimu, dan kamu menolak untuk membaginya ke yang lain, coba buka selembar yang baru dan tuliskan di sana. Mungkin mampu mengangkat berat perasaanmu."
Sunday, May 27, 2012
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
Pernah tidak?
Pernah tidak, setiap apa yang ada pada saya melintas di ingatanmu?
Pernah tidak, apa yang saya buat, membuat berantakan isi kepala dan hatimu?
Pernah tidak, sekali saja, pundungmu itu atas saya?
Pernah tidak, perilaku saya mendapat jatah senyum punyamu?
Pernah tidak, ingin menyeimbangkan saya, waktu berkali-kali saya kehilangan keseimbangan?
Pernah tidak, kamu meledak marah, kalau saya mendekat ke hal buruk?
Pernah tidak, paling tidak hal di dalam perasaanmu mau menghapus gelap, sedih yang ada pada saya?
Pernah tidak?
Pernah tidak, apa yang saya buat, membuat berantakan isi kepala dan hatimu?
Pernah tidak, sekali saja, pundungmu itu atas saya?
Pernah tidak, perilaku saya mendapat jatah senyum punyamu?
Pernah tidak, ingin menyeimbangkan saya, waktu berkali-kali saya kehilangan keseimbangan?
Pernah tidak, kamu meledak marah, kalau saya mendekat ke hal buruk?
Pernah tidak, paling tidak hal di dalam perasaanmu mau menghapus gelap, sedih yang ada pada saya?
Pernah tidak?
Saya bukan mau meledak, mau sembunyi saja.
Saya mau sembunyi saja. Perasaan tidak enak, lagi-lagi muncul lagi. Yang saya butuhkan, teman saya yang satu itu. Tapi entah ada apa di dalam kepalanya. Yang dulu hilang.
Saturday, May 19, 2012
Terimakasih. Terimakasih. Terimakasih.
Friday, 18th of May 2012. Grand Pacific Hall. 19:30-22:30. Sheila On 7's 16th Anniversary, 3on3 concert.
Sheila On 7. Sheila On 7!
Sheila On 7. Sheila On 7!
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
Friday, May 11, 2012
The Smith's.
Good times for a change.
See, the luck I've had.
Can make a good man turn bad.
So please, please, please.
Let me, let me, let me.
Let me get what I want this time.
Haven't had a dream in a long time.
See, the life I've had.
Can make a good man bad.
So for once in my life.
Let me get what I want,
Lord knows, it would be the first
time.
Lord knows, it would be the first
time.
See, the luck I've had.
Can make a good man turn bad.
So please, please, please.
Let me, let me, let me.
Let me get what I want this time.
Haven't had a dream in a long time.
See, the life I've had.
Can make a good man bad.
So for once in my life.
Let me get what I want,
Lord knows, it would be the first
time.
Lord knows, it would be the first
time.
Tidak tahu.
Tahu, tidak, bagaimana rasanya masih ada yang mengganjal habis membuang nafas panjang-panjang? Sesak.
I got the jetlaggedheart.
The jetlagged.
What time is it where you are?
I miss you more than anything.
Back at home you feel so far.
Waitin' for the phone to ring.
It's gettin’ lonely livin’ upside down.
I don't even wanna be in this town.
Tryin' to figure out the time zones makin' me crazy.
You say good morning.
When it's midnight.
Going out of my head.
Alone in this bed.
I wake up to your sunset.
And it's driving me mad.
I miss you so bad.
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged.
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged.
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged.
What time is it where you are?
Five more days and I'll be home.
I keep your picture in my car.
I hate the thought of you alone.
I've been keepin' busy all the time.
Just to try to keep you off my mind.
Tryin' to figure out the time zones
makin’ me crazy.
You say good morning.
When it's midnight.
Going out of my head.
Alone in this bed.
I wake up to your sunset.
And it's drivin' me mad.
I miss you so bad,
And my heart, heart, heart is so
jetlagged.
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged.
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged.
Is so jet lagged,
I miss you so bad.
I miss you so bad.
I miss you so bad.
I miss you so bad.
I miss you so bad.
I wanna share your horizon.
I miss you so bad.
And see the same sunrising.
I miss you so bad.
Turn the hour hand back to when
you were holding me.
You say good morning.
When it's midnight.
Going out of my head.
Alone in this bed.
I wake up to your sunset.
And it's drivin' me mad.
I miss when you say good morning.
But it's midnight.
Going out of my head.
Alone in this bed.
I wake up to your sunset.
And it's drivin' me mad.
I miss you so bad.
And my heart, heart, heart is so
jetlagged.
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged.
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged.
Is so jetlagged.
Is so jetlagged.
Ps, Simple Plan's Jet Lag.
What time is it where you are?
I miss you more than anything.
Back at home you feel so far.
Waitin' for the phone to ring.
It's gettin’ lonely livin’ upside down.
I don't even wanna be in this town.
Tryin' to figure out the time zones makin' me crazy.
You say good morning.
When it's midnight.
Going out of my head.
Alone in this bed.
I wake up to your sunset.
And it's driving me mad.
I miss you so bad.
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged.
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged.
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged.
What time is it where you are?
Five more days and I'll be home.
I keep your picture in my car.
I hate the thought of you alone.
I've been keepin' busy all the time.
Just to try to keep you off my mind.
Tryin' to figure out the time zones
makin’ me crazy.
You say good morning.
When it's midnight.
Going out of my head.
Alone in this bed.
I wake up to your sunset.
And it's drivin' me mad.
I miss you so bad,
And my heart, heart, heart is so
jetlagged.
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged.
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged.
Is so jet lagged,
I miss you so bad.
I miss you so bad.
I miss you so bad.
I miss you so bad.
I miss you so bad.
I wanna share your horizon.
I miss you so bad.
And see the same sunrising.
I miss you so bad.
Turn the hour hand back to when
you were holding me.
You say good morning.
When it's midnight.
Going out of my head.
Alone in this bed.
I wake up to your sunset.
And it's drivin' me mad.
I miss when you say good morning.
But it's midnight.
Going out of my head.
Alone in this bed.
I wake up to your sunset.
And it's drivin' me mad.
I miss you so bad.
And my heart, heart, heart is so
jetlagged.
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged.
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged.
Is so jetlagged.
Is so jetlagged.
Ps, Simple Plan's Jet Lag.
Thursday, May 10, 2012
Mungkin, memang.
Mungkin iri. Atau mungkin bukan mungkin. Memang.
Saya seperti tidak rela, tidak hanya satu-dua di sekitar saya yang punya pegangan. Punya satu paket jemari dengan hatinya, yang dijadikan teman berpegang tangan.
Tapi benar, benar-benar saya tidak dalam fase berharap.
Atau tidak.
Atau mungkin bukan mungkin. Memang.
Saya seperti tidak rela, tidak hanya satu-dua di sekitar saya yang punya pegangan. Punya satu paket jemari dengan hatinya, yang dijadikan teman berpegang tangan.
Tapi benar, benar-benar saya tidak dalam fase berharap.
Atau tidak.
Atau mungkin bukan mungkin. Memang.
Sunday, May 6, 2012
Sakit.
Satu waktu, waktu saya harus menahan rahang keras-keras. Menguatkan dinding bendungan biar tangis tidak pecah. Oleh ingin yang sudah dijanjikan bakal dikabulkan, tapi nyatanya tidak. Malah tergantikan dengan perlu punya yang lain.
Sakit.
Sakit.
Saturday, May 5, 2012
Patah. Saya patah hati.
Jujur saja, belum lama hati saya jatuh ke kata-katanya. Tapi ada tidak rela di dalam saya, yang tidak bisa melihat ke matanya tanpa perantara. Vesely, John Joseph.
First one, on may.
Entah, atas apa ini semua. Tapi saya kangen orang-orang lama. Bukan, bukan orang-orang dengan digit lebih sedikit pada tahun lahirnya. Orang-orang dalam riwayat hidup saya yang lampau. Kata orang, kangen itu lebih jujur dari rindu.
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